Browsed by
Tag: Feelings

Weekends

Weekends

Sometimes it feels like the weekend didn’t work. That’s a strange statement I know, but for me the weekend is about being refreshed and ready to face┬áthe week ahead, and sometimes it just doesn’t feel like I’m quite there. Sunday night comes and it’s time to go to bed before work tomorrow, but I know that if I do then Monday will be upon me.

I’m not sure why I feel like this though, sometimes it makes sense, if I have had a busy weekend and not really had time to myself then I will want time alone and not want to face people at work and on public transport. Or if I have a big job on Monday and I’m not sure what I’m meant to be doing, then I feel nervous about the day ahead. Other times though it’s like today, I had a busy day yesterday but I’ve relaxed today, I’m not on a job tomorrow so there is no pressure on me either, yet I am still worried about going in to work tomorrow. Sometimes it is harder not having a set task to do though I guess, means I have to think for myself and when my head is spinning that isn’t easy.

Think I’m just going to have to go to bed and hope I feel up to it in the morning, I’m out of sick days and I can’t really afford to take more days as holiday or lose the pay. I guess I’ll have to just get through it, sometimes that’s hard though.