Sometimes it feels like the weekend didn’t work. That’s a strange statement I know, but for me the weekend is about being refreshed and ready to face the week ahead, and sometimes it just doesn’t feel like I’m quite there. Sunday night comes and it’s time to go to bed before work tomorrow, but I know that if I do then Monday will be upon me.
I’m not sure why I feel like this though, sometimes it makes sense, if I have had a busy weekend and not really had time to myself then I will want time alone and not want to face people at work and on public transport. Or if I have a big job on Monday and I’m not sure what I’m meant to be doing, then I feel nervous about the day ahead. Other times though it’s like today, I had a busy day yesterday but I’ve relaxed today, I’m not on a job tomorrow so there is no pressure on me either, yet I am still worried about going in to work tomorrow. Sometimes it is harder not having a set task to do though I guess, means I have to think for myself and when my head is spinning that isn’t easy.
Think I’m just going to have to go to bed and hope I feel up to it in the morning, I’m out of sick days and I can’t really afford to take more days as holiday or lose the pay. I guess I’ll have to just get through it, sometimes that’s hard though.