Sorry, forgot I was going to try this blog thing more. Will try to be be better!
Anyway, I’ve started cutting again(ish). It had been about 6 months since I last did, but have cut twice this year already when things (feelings) got out of control. But this isn’t the first relapse, and I know it was good to get that far in the first place so I don’t feel too awful about it.
The bad thing is, I really want to do it more. Even when I’m feeling fairly good. I know it doesn’t make any sense, but I have an overwhelming desire to do so lately, I just want to feel it again. I know it’s stupid, and I’m fucking crazy, but it’s the truth. Sorry.